This is the thing am still not being able to cope up with. No matter what the situation I might be or whoever am with this factor has always been with me. Having this may had made me a little bit of coward. With this I don’t go in front of the person I hate. I have missed the moments to be joyful with the people that really cared of me and made lots of events to pass hardly which could have been easy going. There were lots of occurrences which I could make good in my favor, but there comes this feeling into play and I think let it be and it becomes contrary to me. Its happening to me in context of life’s different aspects like studies, sports, study, hobby and relationship. Am I so careless let the things go or am I not standing for my self. Is this eventually creating many unresolved , unsatisfactory facts within me thats and leading me to argue with family and friends. I feel like dragging myself to cope up with the changing world. So, what is it?
